It was a chance offered by her but to me it was as though she forced me to decide or maybe I was wrong. I ran into judgement and that gave me a space to make excuses. Maybe it was true that sometimes, first impression could be misleading. But to be frank, that kind of approach was hardly acceptable by me.
All I wanted to say was that my heart was not ready for anything like this. I hate creating an unnecessary relationship with strangers. It won't be meaningful if our relationship were not based on something stronger. We met, knew each other, we would create memories and then we'd say good bye. The end. That was it.
And maybe we have never realized this, or you, perhaps, have never realized this. Because for years, I've been observing and watching or experiencing the same situation. Yes, indeed I will never forget the one that I love and the one that I want to love and who I wish I'll meet and beloved. I keep on dreaming.
The longer you keep your pain all inside, you fear will gradually grow in your heart. You fear that your love ones won't be coming back to you. Just like nightmares.
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